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Life in the fit lane
Taking each day one meal at a time
Created on 2007-05-17 21:08:14 (#12966579), last updated 2009-12-10
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Basic Info| Name: | alfalfazone |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 1973-11-13 |
| Location: | (states/regions/territories), United Kingdom |
BioI've spent pretty much my entire life fighting eating disorders. I've been through everything from Ana to Mia and C.O.E.D.
I decided that enough is enough and I'm not going to let food control me any more. I control food. See I found this miracle thing. Eat healthy, exercise daily, get healthier and fitter, feel bloody brilliant! I spent too long feeling like crap and not realising how crap I did feel until I started getting better!
I still have a long way to go but with every day I get stronger and with every milestone I am driven to be fit, healthy and responsible for myself. I owe it to my body, I owe it to my family and most of all I owe it to me.
I am supposed to be getting a gastric band but I'm thinking I might not need one anymore. How cool would that be? It's an open option but I'm pretty sure it won't be needed because a gastric band won't get me healthy on its own. I'm the only thing or person that can do it.
No more whining. No more excuses. No more reasons why I can't. My eating disorder didn't do this to me, I did. I decided enough is enough and I kicked it in the ass.
4 months in recovery and the only time I ever have been. I've never been in this place before in my life but it's my own little Paradise :)
I decided that enough is enough and I'm not going to let food control me any more. I control food. See I found this miracle thing. Eat healthy, exercise daily, get healthier and fitter, feel bloody brilliant! I spent too long feeling like crap and not realising how crap I did feel until I started getting better!
I still have a long way to go but with every day I get stronger and with every milestone I am driven to be fit, healthy and responsible for myself. I owe it to my body, I owe it to my family and most of all I owe it to me.
I am supposed to be getting a gastric band but I'm thinking I might not need one anymore. How cool would that be? It's an open option but I'm pretty sure it won't be needed because a gastric band won't get me healthy on its own. I'm the only thing or person that can do it.
No more whining. No more excuses. No more reasons why I can't. My eating disorder didn't do this to me, I did. I decided enough is enough and I kicked it in the ass.
4 months in recovery and the only time I ever have been. I've never been in this place before in my life but it's my own little Paradise :)
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addiction, appetite loss, bariatric surgery, depression, eating, eating disorder, food, food is fuel, food logging, gastric banding, gastric bypass, guilt, health, healthy eating, healthy exercise, healthy living, help, lap band, lifestyle, losing weight, low self esteem, not eating, obesity, obsession, recovery, self acceptance, support, the beauty myth, the body project, weight, weight gain, weight loss
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